Caroline Frances Angell Davis Holbrook Autobiography

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A Sketch of the Life and Experiences of
Caroline Frances Angell Davis Holbrook

I was born October 3rd, 1825, in North Providence, Rhode Island. I am the daughter of James Williams Angell and Phebe Morton Angell, who was the daughter of Phebe Langford Morton and Abraham Morton.

My father was the son of Solomon Angell; was born in Providence, State of Rhode Island, October 15th, 1776. Mother was born March 28th, 1786, Udica, New York State. Father was named for Roger Williams who was burned at the stake for his religion. By this union five brothers and four sisters. They are as follows:

Mary Ann Angell was born June the 8th, 1808, Seneca, Ontario County, New York State. She was married to Brigham Young, who succeeded Joseph Smith, the President of the Mormon Church (born June 1st 1806).
Jamima Angell was born October 5th, Seneca, Ontario County, New York State. She was married to Valentine Young; six children.
Solomon Angell was born April 25th. He married Eunice Young; by that union eight children were born to them.
Truman Osburn Angell was born June 5th, 1814. He married Polley Johnson after coming to Utah; by this union eight children were born to them. He became leading architect of four temples: St. George, Logan, Manti, Salt Lake, and many other buildings.
Hyrum Angell was born in July and died in his 23rd year. He was not married; he was a good carpenter.
Washington Angell died in his 16th year, was born October 12th.
James Angell died in his 8th year, was born December 17th.
Abigil Angell was born June, 1825; died October.
Phebe Ann Angell was born October 13th; married Dyer Johnson.

The last six were all born in Providence, Rhode Island. I am the youngest. I married [George] David [Varner] Davis March 26th, 1843. By this union three children were born:

Mary Ann Angell, born January 11th, 1844; married Jorgen Anderson August 18th, 1860; he was born November 14th, 1836; they had five children by this union:

George Anderson, September 23rd, 1861, married Ann Hogan;
Caroline Frances was born in Richmond, Cache Valley, October 31st, 1863, died when three years old;
Mary was born December 11th 1865, married David Beach June 13th 1886
Phebe was born March 5th, 1868; married to Joseph Allen, December 9th, 1883;
Sarah Alice, January 10th 1870; married Charles Z. Harris April 14th, 1886.

Sarah Abigil died in her infancy.

George David Davis was born in Winter Quarters November 5th 1846, married Celestia Green December 3rd.

WINTER QUARTERS:

We began our journey. We got to Winter Quarters from Nauvoo and there my husband left me and children and mother on May 25th, 1846 to travel alone the rest of the journey to Utah. He thought he could live in the States just as well as here. David married there a woman out of the Church, and is there yet for all I know. He left me and my children and mother to perform the rest of the journey to Utah without much means. I never had or heard from him only by the by. I then journeyed with mother to the mountains in President Young's company, which consisted of two hundred wagons, divided by fifties and tens. Enduring many hardships, we landed safe in Salt Lake Valley, September 16th, 1848. When we got on Little Mountain, President Young showed me where he saw the Valley with his natural eye. We first moved the under-brush and I saw the valley for the first time. I thought it was beautiful and green, a home for the Saints.

SALT LAKE CITY:

When I was twenty seven years old, I was taken very sick. Many thought my time had come to go; I thought I would not. I asked for seven sisters to come and wash and anoint me with oil; this was done. I began to mend from that very hour and got well. The sisters said my feet were as cold as though I was dead. I have lived over fifty years since.
Joseph Holbrook, my husband, died November 14th, 1885, at ten o'clock p.m. at Bountiful, Davis County, Utah, aged 79 years, 9 months, 28 days.

PROVIDENCE:

I left with my parents, Providence, the place of my birth, when I was six years old. The next month after I left there we traveled by steam and canal boats to Buffalo; hence to China, now called Java, in New York State. There I, with the rest of my family, first heard the gospel. And all that was there joined the Church but me, I being only seven years of age. In February 1837 we moved to Kirtland, State of Ohio, the first gathering place of the Saints. There I became acquainted with Prophet Joseph and his father, mother, brothers, sisters, and his wife Emma. At this time, the mob spirit was raging and they caused untold misery and suffering to the Church and its members. They went to the prophet's house in the night, dragged him out of bed, and some distance from his house, laid him on a pile of lumber and beat him till his spirit left his body and stood overhead, witnessing the mob beat his body; now he could not feel it hurt. They took all the clothing off his body and covered his flesh with tar and feathers and tried to administer poison to him. They left him for dead; he regained consciousness and managed to get back to the house. By this time, a number of brothers and sisters had assembled at the home of the prophet, glad he had returned, but sorry to see the condition of his person. They spent the remainder of the night in cleaning off the tar and feathers and dressing the wounds. O dear, how dreadful!

When we got to Winter Quarters I was confined the fifth of November with my oldest son, in a wagon, and a very bad storm and wind for days, and no fire; one house in camp; went to get a bake kettle of coals to dress the baby by. Little fellow shook with the cold and I was very sick, nigh unto death. I sent to Brother Brigham to pray for me. I soon got better, and I am here yet.

The next spring, a few families in a small company, mostly men, started for Salt Lake Valley, Utah for for the West. This company, now pioneers, arrived safely in Salt Lake Valley July 24th, 1847. The same summer, President Young returned with all the brethren that did not take their families with them to Winter Quarters, and the next spring, after spending one summer and two winters in Winter Quarters, we began to prepare for our journey to the Rocky Mountains. The entire company which left Winter Quarters consisted of six hundred ox teams, one horse team, and two or three saddle horses. This company was divided into three companies, two hundred wagons in each. We traveled two rows abreast, three rods apart, on account of Indians.

KIRTLAND:

The spring after we arrived at Kirtland, the Lord, through Joseph Smith, called for a company of men to go up to redeem Zion, Iacounty County, Missouri. They went. The mob had driven the Mormons from their home; they could not do anything. The Lord had accepted what they had done and they returned home to Kirtland. At Kirtland, the first Mormon temple was in progress at this time. The brethren were generally poor but gave freely for the temple for its erection when Mother Smith took her one horse and went around to gather means for glass and nails and also to gather all the broken earthen to put in the outside plaster. Soon after the temple was completed, an attempt was made to destroy it and destroy the printing office which stood close to the temple by setting fire, but the temple was not harmed much. Some of the outside plaster fell off. The temple was plastered on the outside and marked off like big square rock.

In 1835 we moved from Kirtland to Far West, Missouri. There I saw the cornerstone of a temple laid. On account of the trouble and driving by our enemies it never was erected.

On account of the surrounding circumstances, I was not baptized until January 1838 in Shoal Creek, Missouri, by President Brigham Young and confirmed by him.

MISSOURI:

I was very sick with chills and fever. I was immediately healed after being baptized and confirmed. I was thirteen years old in October before I taught school the next following summer. I had about 25 pupils. I learned them what was taught in common schools, the girls to knit and sew. This was in Missouri.

NAUVOO:

When I was 16, I taught school. I had thirty pupils under my tuition. This was in Nauvoo.

The Nauvoo temple was practically finished; many of the brethren and sisters received their endowments. This duration of peace did not last long and we had soon to prepare for a visit from the State and to look for safety elsewhere. In February 1846 we crossed the Mississippi River; the persecution of the mob became hard to bear.

MISSOURI:

In the following February, 1838, Brother Brigham and family, and many of the leading men, left Missouri for Quincy, Illinois, and by spring many of the Saints had followed them to Quincy. We, however, remained here but a short time when circumstances compelled us to journey as a people to a place which we named Nauvoo. Mother and I went out six miles form Quincy on a man's farm, by the name of Hyal Travers, and my brother Truman Angell. These people were not Mormons. We stayed a year from the next fall. They were very kind. We could, for our work, have a share of anything that grew on the farm. They treated us like we were their sisters; the young men of the place turned out and got our winter wood with teams and we gave them a good dinner; they would have no other pay because we had been driven away from our home.

In Nauvoo, here the people built a temple and many fine houses and laid out a fine city. Brother Joseph Smith built what was called the Mansion House, which was his home at his death. Mother and I built us a brick house. It was only one room, finished and comfortable. We built it by our own industry and lived there till the mob drove us away.

In Missouri a large body of soldiers, called mob, came and camped on Crooked River about a mile from Far West, with the determination of destroying the Mormons. The brethren went outside the town to defend the women and the children; then the mob advanced to the Mormons; a fierce battle was fought in which the mob was defeated. Three of the brethren were killed and an apostle, one of the twelve, the Mormon Captain David H. Patten, Brother Carter, Brother O'Banion; and some of the brethren were wounded, brother Joseph Holbrook ----- and many of the mob were killed and wounded. This was called Crooked River Battle. Then the mob reinforced and came and camped in Far West. They were very hostile to the Mormons, destroying their crops and property and burning many of their houses. This same fall the mob took Joseph and Hyrum and several of the brethren prisoners to Clay County jail, Missouri.

CAMP TO MISSOURI:

It proved to be a very arduous journey and many murmured. Brother Joseph told them to cease murmuring; if they did not, something worse would come upon them. The plague came, the colery [cholera] broke out in the camp; nearly all had a stage of it and some died. It caused a great deal of serious suffering. This was called the name of Zion's Camp.

NAUVOO:

Brother Joseph and Hyrum Smith got out of jail in Clay County, in April, and fled to Quincy; from there, they went to Nauvoo, the courts and officers of the law harassing Brother Joseph continuously. He had been arrested and after being dragged from one court to another, he was acquitted.

On one occasion Brother Joseph and Brother Hyrum swam the Mississippi River to escape the officers. This alarmed some of the brethren and they murmured, saying, "Joseph is trying to forsake us, and leave us to be killed," which was false. When Joseph heard of this, he returned to Nauvoo to stand by the Saints even if it cost him his life. His enemies soon captured him and carried him away to Carthage Jail to await trial. The Governor of the State promised protection to Joseph and Hyrum, and the five brethren with them, and he placed a guard of Carthage Grays to guard the jail. Their guns were loaded with false cartridges. About three hundred armed and disguised men approached the jail for the purpose of destroying the prophet Joseph and Hyrum Smith; the Carthage Grays fired their false cartridges in the air; the mob had full sway; the Prophet and his brother were shot in cold blood June 27th, 1844. Brother John Taylor was with them and would have been killed, but the ball entered his watch and thereby saved his life. The Governor must have understood the plot of the wicked massacre, for he went to Nauvoo to deliver a speech to the people, at the same time the brothers Joseph and Hyrum were killed in jail, on the piece of building where Joseph talked last to the Nauvoo Legion.

Monday morning, when they started to the jail, Joseph on a black horse and Hyrum on a white horse, my eyes followed up the road as far as I could see them. I felt it would be the last time I would see them in this life.

This was a great affliction and sorrow to the Latter-Day Saints. All the missionaries that were in the world were called home. Brigham and Heber arrived just in time to prevent Sidney Rigdon from calling a vote of the people for him, Sidney, to be put in leader of the Church. A voice was heard at the door like Joseph's "Hold On," and things changed, and at this meeting Brigham Young was chosen leader of the Church of Jesus Christ.

MISSOURI:

When in Missouri and brothers Joseph and Hyrum were in Clay County Jail, Mary Fielding Smith, Hyrum's wife, had a baby boy. Father Smith sent word to Hyrum: his wife had a boy, what shall it be named? He sent back word: when it was eight days old, have father come and name and bless him, and call him Joseph Fielding Smith. He is now President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Mother Angell washed and dressed him and laid him on his grandfather's arms for the occasion, and looked after mother till she was alright. The enemies were prowling around us at the time.

(I am living with my daughter Caroline F. A. Corbridge and son-in-law John Corbridge, Richmond. I am 78 years old next October.)

SALT LAKE VALLEY:

I was married to Joseph Holbrook December 31st, 1850. He was the son of Moses and Hannah Morton Holbrook. Joseph was born in Florence, Oneida County New York, January 16th, 1806. (Moses Holbrook was born May 15th, 1778, and was the son of John and Lucy Babbitt Holbrook.) From this union 9 children were born, 1 daughter and 8 sons:

Caroline Frances Angell Holbrook, born Salt Lake, October 21st 1851;
Joseph Hyrum Angell Holbrook, born Salt Lake City, February 8th, 1854;
Brigham Angell Holbrook, born Bountiful, February 10th, 1856;
Moses Angell Holbrook born Bountiful, January 16th, 185_;
James Angell Holbrook born Bountiful, April 3rd, 1860; died infancy;
John Angell Holbrook born December 9th; died in infancy;
Ephraim Angell Holbrook born April 8th, 1863; died 10 months old;
Enoch Angell Holbrook born Bountiful, July 12th, 1865; and
Heber Angell Holbrook born Bountiful, June 5th, 1867.

VALLEY:

When I saw the valley, it appeared to be the Garden Spot of the earth, except the ground which the pioneers had raised crops on. Then to the west appeared the beautiful lake. One house caught my eye beside the fort, which the pioneers had built. This house was Lorenzo Young's, Brigham Young's brother. We then finished our journey into the valley and during the winter we had to live on rations because our provisions were very low and the pioneers had not raised much during the summer. For two or three years, the gr****s and crickets were very thick; they destroyed a good deal of the crops. About the third year, the seagulls came and destroyed many of the gr****s and crickets. They would fill their crops, throw up, and eat again; so on, all day for days. Then we had a few prosperous years, raised good crops and the Saints became comfortable and happy, most of them.

The Governor of United States, when we were traveling between Nauvoo and Winter Quarters, called for five hundred of our best men out of the camp to come and aid in the United States and Mexican War. They had families in rather distressed circumstances. The rest of the travelers had to look after them and do the best we could for all.

TRAVELS IN PART TO THE ROCKY MOUNTAINS:

Although we had many hardships and much care, we did not feel to murmur at all. We did not experience much trouble with the Indians; we kept a guard out every night to protect the camp and watch the stock; the wagons would corral in the form of a long O so as to make a fence so as to keep some of the stock inside during the night, as a mode to protect the camp. The guard called every hour the time of night or hour of night and changed guard at midnight. In this way, we traveled from Winter Quarters. We started April 19th, 1848, and arrived in Salt Lake Valley September 16th, 1848.

BOUNTIFUL, DAVIS COUNTY:

My mother died in Salt Lake City, November 14th, 1854, aged 69 years. I moved to Bountiful in 1853, where I have lived ever since. In the main, we have been prosperous and been blessed by the word of God, and always had enough to get along by using economy, and got along alright.

RICHMOND, UTAH (at the home of C. Z. Harris):

I have had many trials and many troubles. I have tried to overcome as best I could. Now to my children and great grandchildren and all my posterity who will read these words, I do not know how long I shall live, and I want to leave and bear my testimony to the truthfulness of this work. I know that the things here in writing are true, and that this is the church and kingdom of God, and I want to exhort my posterity to be true and faithful in Christ and to live their religion that they may be saved in the Celestial Kingdom of God, and I want not one of them to be lost. I have had hands laid on me many times, and been healed by the Holy Priesthood of God in Nauvoo, Winter Quarters, Salt Lake and Bountiful, I sign my name to this, that it may be read and thought upon by posterity.

(signed) Caroline Frances Angell Holbrook

[note: much of the spelling and grammar remain intact from Caroline's writing; some changes have been made for readability]

Myrtle Venvertloh's Autobiography

Myrtle Venvertloh Waddoups

My parents are William Fredrick Venvertloh and Lenora Duesdicker. My grandparents all came from Germany. My dad's nickname was Dick. He was a plasterer by trade. My dad died January 1, 1917. I was sixteen years old. In those days the funeral processions were carriages drawn by horses. My father was buried in a black suit. My mother died 13 July, 1934. I was 34 years old. My parents had thirteen children. I was the fourth child. My mother had two sets of twins, only one lived, that was Mildred. Four children died in infancy.

We never owned a home. We always lived in the city and we rented. Rent was cheap. A three bedroom house only cost five or six dollars a month rent. We had two bedrooms. Eight children slept in one room. It had three double beds, a dresser, a chair and a closet. We had rag woven rugs that covered both bedroom floors. We didn’t have vacuum sweepers so we would sweep it with a broom and big clouds of dust filled the air. We would take newspaper and wet it in a pan and squeeze the water out a bit and pick it in pieces and drop all over the rug so when we swept the dust would go on the paper.

We didn’t have heat in our bedroom. Mother would put a dish pan of water in our room at night to draw the frost out of the room and it would freeze into solid ice. Before we went to bed, we would warm logs of wood in the oven for hours and then would put two in each bed to put our feet on to get them warm. If the wood was rough we would wrap them in a towel. We never did have a bathroom. In the morning we put our clothes on and run outside to an outhouse in the yard. We didn’t have toilet paper, we used newspaper or pages out of a catalog, it was softer.

We bathed in a wooden wash tub set in the kitchen. We put chairs around it and hung quilts around. We only bathed once a week. The little ones were bathed first, then we would add a tea kettle of hot water so the next one could bathe. About three people used the same water. We didn’t have water in the house, we had a cistern out in the yard. We carried water in a bucket into the house, and we used a long handle dipper to drink out of. The dipper always stayed in the bucket. We had a wash pan sitting on the same stand as the bucket. We washed our face and hands every morning and night so we were always clean. This cistern was filled by the rain. We had rain gutters on the roof and pipes to carry it into the cistern. We would turn a handle to turn the water out on the ground until the rain washed the dirt off the roof and when it was clean we turned it into the cistern. We drank this water and no one ever got sick. We turned a handle or crank to get the water out. The cistern cover was closed tight so no dust or dirt could get in.

In mother’s bedroom we had a stove but we didn’t keep a fire in it all the time. We had a baby cradle in there. We kids would lay on the floor and rock the cradle until the baby fell asleep then we would crawl on the floor to the door to get out of there real quiet.

The kitchen floor didn’t have linoleum. Two of us kids would scrub it once a week on our hands and knees with a brush and home made soap. The boys also took their turn. It was a big room about thirty by thirty feet. It took a long time, but we always kept it clean. The other kids always had to sit on a chair until the floor dried. No one ran around on it. We had a cook stove in the kitchen. It didn’t give much heat. In the winter when it was real cold, there was ice frozen on the windows. It didn’t thaw all day so we couldn’t see out.

We never grew a garden. A man came three times a week with garden products in the summer on a wagon drawn by horses. He sold vegetables of all kinds. He would ring a bell and all the ladies that lived near came out with a pan or bucket to buy produce. He stopped about twice in each block.

Another thing we had were mattresses made out of corn husks. The mattress was like a big bag as big as a bed. Down the middle on top was an opening about three feet long. We put new dry corn shucks in every fall. We could put our hand in it and shake them up and it was comfortable and cheap.

Another thing we had was a lot of tooth aches. We didn’t own a tooth brush and I never remember any of us going to the dentist. My mom pulled our teeth or we waited until they fell out.

All the girls had long hair. We didn’t have shampoo – we used bars of hand soap. For hair oil to keep our hair back our of our eyes, mother used lard and rubbed it in both hands and wiped it in our hair. We always had our hair in braids.

We never owned a car but I remember what the first cars looked like. Some had big wheels and some were electric and they ran on batteries. We rode the street car if we went very far. We always took a newspaper. On Friday, Mother would look in the paper for sales on groceries. She would write on a paper what she wanted. I would walk about one mile to town to that store and get the groceries. Then I would walk to the corner and get to ride the street car home. That was one of my jobs. Coffee cost twenty cents a pound. We bought coffee beans. We had a little mill that ground the beans. We just ground enough as we used it. We bought butter. It was in a pound container but it was white like lard. A pill came in the parcel about he size of my thumbnail. It had yellow coloring. We warmed the butter so we could stir it and then put the coloring in. We didn’t have refrigerators then but we had a cellar under the house. It had a dirt floor. We drank black coffee every meal no matter what age we were. We didn’t drink milk or even use it on our mush. We ate sugar and cinnamon on our mush. About four times a year we got a treat. A dairy place close to our house sold skimmed milk. We would buy a gallon for fifteen cents then we would go to the cracker factory with a flour sack and buy broken soda crackers for twenty cents for a full sack. So our treat was crackers and milk. For breakfast we each drank a cup of black coffee and ate one slice of buttered bread. We only had butter for breakfast. The other two meals we used jelly or syrup. When the bread had an air hole in it, we would pinch off the corner and put it in the hole so the syrup wouldn’t run through the hole. You all know what bacon grease looks like. We used to call it fat butter and we spread it on bread. We really thought that was a treat.

Mother could doctor us kids for any ailment we had with tea we bought from a drugstore. Worm wood tea was used when we needed it, sassafras tea to purify our blood and camomile tea for when we were nervous. In the Spring we always took sulpha in a spoon of molasses for our spring tonic. We took it about three times once each week and then we would be healthy. If we ever acted like we didn’t feel good, we always got a laxative. That generally made us well.

When we would go to the store, the clerk gave us treats for buying something there. One store gave us candy, one peanuts and the butcher gave us a half of weenie. That was the way they had of drawing kids to come to their store.

On Saturday I used to go to the bakery and buy two coffee cakes. They were round. It was kind of like bread but it had cinnamon on top. We got two for fifteen cents. We always had that for breakfast on Sunday morning. We really loved that treat.

I can remember when my sister Dorothy had chicken pox, when she was a baby, and mother said we all had them, and for us not to tell anyone the baby had them so we wouldn't have to stay home from school.

I can remember when I had the mumps and oh how I was sick. I couldn't eat and I cried. My sister Leona laughed at me and the next day she had them.

I went to Berrian School – a public school in Quincy. We only lived two blocks from the school. We always went home for lunch. When any one of us reached fourteen years old, we could quit school and go to work no matter what grade we were in. The kids had to work to help keep themselves. School let out at noon and we had one hour off so we carried hot lunches in a basket to men who worked in factories. We went to our neighbor’s home and got the lunch and carried it about a mile and got home and ate our lunch and got back to school. We got five cents a day or thirty cents a week for carrying dinner. I carried two, one in each hand. We didn’t spend our money. We saved it to buy our shoes and clothes. We could get a pair of high top all leather shoes for one dollar and fifty cents. We each had a Sunday dress and a pair of Sunday shoes and we had our school clothes. We never wore our Sunday clothes to school. Our mother sewed our clothes. She bought cloth all out of one piece of material to sew each girl a dress alike. We wore one dress all week to school, the next week we had a different one.

I can remember going to a school but can't think of many happy occasions. I only went thru the seventh grade and had to quit and go to work doing house work. My first job was helping a lady that had twin girls. I got a $1.25 a week. I always went home to sleep at night, I never worked on Sunday. My next job I did housework. I got three dollars a week.

I used to help my mom wash on a wash board with homemade soap. I was so little I had to stand on a box to reach the water. When we got them rubbed we put them on the stove in a wash boiler to boil the dirt out. Then with a wash stick like a broom handle, we would take the clothes out of the boiler and put them in a pan then put more clothes in to boil. We had a wringer we turned by hand to wring the clothes out. It was fastened to the side of the tub. Later we had a wash machine we had to work it by hand. It had a wringer on it. We wore a lot of hand-me-down clothes and a lot of made over clothes friends gave mother. We always went barefoot in the Summer to save shoes.

We played a lot of quiet games. The table was big and we used to sit under it to play house and sew. Our dad always read the paper in the evening and we had to be quiet. He would look at us and say our name and we knew enough to be quiet. Our dad never spanked us but our mother did. We didn’t fight and quarrel a lot in our home but there wasn’t much love ever showed to each other. I never saw my mother and dad kiss each other. The LDS people are so loving. It seemed so different when all of Ivan’s folks kissed me when they first met me. It means a lot to me when my children come to see me and they give me kisses.

My mother never saw my husband. When my three children and I went to Illinois to visit, he didn’t go. We lived on a farm in Clifton. She only saw Victor, Mildred and Elaine when they were little.

I used to be in school plays and mother didn't have money to buy my costume so the teacher would buy the material and mother would sew it.

My mother belonged to St. Peter’s Church, it was a German Luthern Church. My father belonged to St. Mary’s Catholic Church, but never went to church after he got married. I never saw my father or mother in church. We never had prayers in our home, only the little ones we learned in Sunday School like: “Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I awake, I pray the Lord my sole to take.” All us kids went to church every Sunday.

We always went to the church mother belonged to until my oldest sister was twelve years old. Then we quit that church because it was German, and went to the English Luthern church.

We always had nice Christmases. We got clothes, games, puzzles, dolls and sewing kits. We learned to sew by hand for our dolls. One thing I remember is I wanted a Negro doll. Maybe I was eight or 10 years old. My mother made one out of black stockings we used to wear. The face was embroidered with buttons for eyes. It was big enough to wear baby clothes and a hood. I took it to school and set it in the window with all the other girl's pretty dolls. I thought mine was as pretty as theirs were.

Oh how well I remember when I was little, on Christmas Eve we always used to walk to church. It was about one mile to walk but it was city blocks. We listened to the program. There was a big tree from the ceiling to the floor. When the program was over, we each got a sack of candy and nuts and an orange. We didn’t get oranges very often. We would eat the peeling just like an apple. On the way home we went on the streets that had stores with toys in the windows. We would put our noses close to the window and say I wish I had this or that. Generally it was snowing or snow was on the ground.

Christmas morning our gifts were placed on the table where we always sat to eat. Our gifts were never wrapped. There were 9 kids so our things were on our pile. We generally got a new dress mother sewed and maybe some shoes, a game or puzzle and a small doll so we could sew clothes for it.

Our table was big and in the middle of the floor. We would sit on the floor under the table and play house. We always had a Christmas tree but it didn’t set on the floor – it was just a small one. It had candles on it. When mother lit them we sat on chairs and watched them burn. We would sing Christmas carols until the candles went out. We didn’t have electricity. We didn’t run around when the candles were lit. The tree might catch on fire. We always put the tree up the night before Christmas and took it down New Year’s Day.

My Dad died New Year’s Day. I was 16 years old. That Christmas we mostly got what the Salvation Army and Elks Club brought us in charity baskets. I always remember their kindness to some poor little kids. They brought baskets of food and some toys. If I’m ever in Salt Lake and see the Salvation Army people standing on the corner with a bell and a pot to put money in, I always give them something, and I remember what they did for us when we were kids.

When Marie was little I used to get on a bus in front of our service station at 1 noon and go to Preston and do Christmas shopping and come home on the 5 o’clock bus. We always had a tree. It set on a table. We always put it up the day before Christmas. I put on lights first and the kids put trimmings on.

Ivan would lock up the service station early on Christmas Eve and come in the house and help put gifts out. We never wrapped up gifts in those days – just put them on chairs or davenet (sofa), etc.

When my girls were little they always liked paper dolls. They would always beg to cut them out before Christmas so they could play with them that day. The paper doll books with babies would have furniture for them like high chair, buggy, bib and clothes so I would let them cut them out before. We always had a happy Christmas.

I went six years to the English Luthern church, and only missed one Sunday. I had gone with my aunt Thresa to St. Joesph, Mo. to visit some relatives. I recieved a certificate and a gold pin. It said 100% on it. That meant I went five years without missing one Sunday.

We always had to walk about one and a half miles to get to church. Sometimes the little kids would get so cold they would cry. I would take them into anyone’s house we were going past, even if I didn’t know them and ask if we could get warm. We would get home to dinner and then mother sent us to another church. They called it the South Side Mission. They had singing, praying and study classes with teachers. Our mother sent us there to keep us off of the streets and give us something to do. Once they got a new piano at the mission and they gave me the old one. We never took lessons but sister Wilma could play by ear. The one we went to in the morning was the English Lutheran Church and the one in the afternoon was a Methodist Mission. When we got home on Sunday afternoon we got a treat – ice cream cones were two for five cents or mother would buy ten cents worth of loose candy and divide it up into piles. We never had candy bars in those days. Sometimes we got a bag of popcorn with no butter on it for our treat. We didn’t have many sweets. We got pie on holidays and cake on Sunday, and cookies on Christmas. Then we would take a walk to the park or to the cemetery. We liked to go there to see how many new graves there were in the last week. I always shined shoes on Saturday so we could go to church on Sunday.

April 15, 1914 when I was fourteen years old I was confirmed a member of the English Lutheran church by Rev. Binghaman. At these services we took our first communion and that is the same as our sacrament. We only took it every three months. It wasn’t passed around like it is here. We went in groups up to the alter and knelt down and the minister passed it to us. Instead of water and bread it was grape juice and wafers.

Every Summer our church would have a picnic in the park. We enjoyed that. Our mother would give us twenty five cents to buy popcorn and ice cream and Cracker Jacks. We would run races, etc. to get a nickle as a prize.

My mother and three sisters, every Summer met in the park with all our cousins and enjoyed a picnic dinner. We would stay all day and run and play and visit. It was a lot of fun. We often went to our aunt’s and grandma’s house on mother’s side of the family to eat and to visit. We visited once in a while with dad’s folks, but we never ate there. We had too many kids and it made too much work.

We always had fun with the neighbor kids, playing marbles or ball. We used to sit on the curb under the street lights with all our friends and just talk. Nine o’clock our dad would whistle and we knew it was time to come in the house and go to bed.

My task in the home was to tend the younger children (my younger sisters and brother). I would walk a long way to tend a baby and wheel it in a baby buggy. I always loved to take care of children.

Our dad always had work. We never did own our own home, we always rented.

In World War I, – 1917, flour was rationed, we could buy 25 Ib. of wheat flour if we bought 25 Ib. of substitute flour, such as potato flour, rice flour corn meal and rolled oats. It was hard to get money to buy all that and it made such awful bread. Mother used to cry. She didn't know how to feed us with the money she had. We always lived in the city and never raised a garden.

My brother Harry and I used to go to the railroad tracks and pick up coal in a sack. When the train would switch tracks, pieces would fall off cars and we’d carry it home on our backs for six blocks and go back the next day. My mother did buy some coal but this helped out.

The only apples we had was when we would go to the cold storage house, where they stored apples and threw the bad ones out in a pile, and we hunted them over and cut the good part out and took them home to eat.

When I was eighteen years old I left Illinois on April 1, 1919 and came out west with my girlfriend Josephine Snowhill. She was eight years older than me. We stopped in Denver and worked at housework six months and we had our plans to make enough money there to go to California. While in Denver, I met Ivan Waddoups September first 1919 and only saw him one evening. It was the first Monday in September – Labor Day. My girlfriend and I went out to an amusement park it was like a carnival. We paid to get through the gate. When we got inside two men were sitting on a bench. One was in a sailor uniform it was Ivan. My girlfriend and I started to walk to the sideshow and these two men followed us. When we got in front of the show where the man fell in the water (when one threw a ball and hit a certain spot), the one boy spoke to me and said, “Here is a sailor who would like to speak to you.” I smiled so he knew I approved of it. We four walked around together taking in the sights and activities. Josephine and I worked at the same house for Mr. and Mrs. Swan. They had three children. That night we rode home on a street car. We four sat on a lawn bench on the Swan’s yard. It was nearing midnight and was time for the last street car toward town, so we stepped inside the house and Ivan gave me his address. I expected him to call me up but he never did. He was shipped to Salt Lake. There he was discharged from the Navy. Then he went to Lewiston, Utah where his folks lived. After a few weeks had passed I wrote to him first, because he didn’t have my address. He answered my letter. In October I met Ivan in Salt Lake on our wary to California where we had stopped for two days. He showed us the State Capitol and the Temple grounds. He asked me if I would marry him, if he would go to California when the run in the sugar factory was over. I told him I would! He left Salt Lake at six p.m. for Lewiston and I sure thought he was wonderful! I met a lot of boys in my life but I never liked any of them. I was always considered as a man hater by my girlfriends. We left the next morning for Los Angeles California. We both got a job doing housework for Will Rogers the movie star. He had a wife and four children. We had a lovely Christmas there and they gave us a lot of nice gifts. We worked there six months. On April 2, I left Los Angeles and arrived in Stockton, California the next day. Ivan was there to meet me. He was working at construction. I got there on Saturday and got married on Sunday afternoon. It was Easter Sunday, April 4, 1920. We were married by a Methodist Minister. The minister brought two old ladies in for witnesses because we didn’t know anyone there.

While living in Stockton we looked in the paper to see if we could find out where the Mormons held their meetings. We attended Sunday School in the Branch there and I enjoyed it very much. I enjoyed talking to the missionaries. We lived in Stockton almost a year. Ivan worked on construction work. We then came to Lewiston, Utah and lived with Ivan’s dad. Ivan’s family was surprised he had married a non-member. Ivan’s dad was a good looking old man with white hair, eighty one years old. Ivan had three brothers and four sisters. Ivan’s mother passed away when Ivan was a young boy. Ivan’s dad and I would sit in the house talking about religion and that is where I learned about this church.

April 15, 1921 my first child was born Victor Venvertloh. I got blood poisoning and was awfully sick. I was administered to by Ivan and his father and was healed. I wasn’t even a member of the church then. We moved to Burley, Idaho in September 1921. Ivan worked for wages for farmers and later rented a farm. While there Ivan’s brother Wilford came off his mission and he came out and lived with us and helped run the farm. He taught me the gospel and I was baptized by him in Burley Fourth Ward August 6, 1922. It was a great day in my life. My first position I held was a counselor in Primary and I hadn’t seen a Primary before. I enjoyed my work with the children. In October 1924, Ivan’s father gave me a patriarchal blessing which has been a comfort to me all my life. When he laid his hands on my head, I felt the Spirit so great, I cried. He said, “My dear, you have been highly blessed and rescued from the world and brought into the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, by the guiding hand of your Heavenly Father and you have been blessed with a worthy companion who holds the priesthood.” We lived in Burley for four years.

Our second child Mildred was born January 20, 1924 in Burley, Idaho. We bought our first car a Ford Sedan in November 1925. We paid $750 cash for it. We moved to Clifton, Idaho January 1926 on a farm. Our third child Elaine was born May 17, 1926. Ivan was a class teacher for the Deacon’s Quorum and I was a Beehive teacher. On April 4, 1928 we were married in the Logan Temple and had our three children sealed to us. It was just eight years, on the same day we were married so that made two very happy days for me. Mr. and Mrs. Bryan Winward went with us.

On June 3, 1929 I took a trip to Quincy, Illinois to visit my folks. I had not seen them for 10 years. I took with me Victor eight years old, Mildred five and Elaine three. We stayed till August 15, 1929. We traveled by train. My sister Wilma returned with us. She later married Carl Viehweg November 1929 and was baptized 3 January 1931. She went to the temple for the first time 18 October 1963. I had waited for the day to come when one of my folks could go to the temple with me to do the work for our ancestors. I’ve done a lot of work there in the temple – that brings much happiness to me.

We were all glad to get home and Ivan was more than glad for he was so lonesome on the farm all summer alone.

In January 1930 we lost our farm. We couldn’t make our payments and we sold our cows. I was sick and so was Ivan. He had his teeth pulled and got pneumonia. We moved in a house owned by Bishop Williams and our fourth child Bernie was born there April 28, 1930. When he was two months old we moved to Dayton, Idaho. Ivan ran a service station on the corner where you turn on the road to Preston. We only had two rooms but we managed. March 1931 we moved into a cute little white house owned by Emma Phillips just north of the church house. It had four rooms and bath. That was the first home we lived in with hot water and a bathroom. We had a nice yard, garden, orchard and a nice big patch of raspberries. We tried to buy this house for years we kept up the payments, when we couldn’t do it, she rented it to us. We lived in this house for seventeen years. Emma Phillips owned the house. She lived with her sister in California. She wanted to come back to Dayton so she asked us to move. We had built a building 20 x 20 feet in front of this house, we had a service station and we sold confections. In 1934 we took over the Post Office. It was real nice. We made a good living. It was a trying job, Ivan worked from 6 a.m. to 11 p.m. seven days a week for years and years. He was at one time manager of the Dayton Baseball Team. I would tend business often.

The summer of 1946 we bought a house from my sister Wilma. It used to be on a small farm in Clifton, Idaho. Wilma moved on a bigger farm. We paid her $700 for it. Carl’s brother moved the house to Dayton for us. It cost $350. It was a heavy house, it used to be the depot house at Clifton. It was a two story house. We put it on a full basement. We made one bedroom in the basement for the boys and the girls all slept upstairs. Ivan worked very hard on this house to make it nice for us. We were very happy here. We moved in this house the first part of December. Ivan was sick most of the time for the next two year off and on not all the time. He died in July 13, 1949. The children all helped to tend the business. Vick tended it all the time for about five months when Ivan was real sick. After he left us, the men in the ward put new shingles on the house, Victor and Milly put wall board on the walls upstairs on the walls and ceiling. They finished it up real nice. That fall I had the oil furnace put in. It cost $800. The Summer of 1948 I borrowed $200 from Ivan’s sister. I bought white siding for the house. Vick and all the kids put it on. It really improved the looks of our place. I paid Hattie the money back when I collected insurance money.

In the Spring of 1947, we had a man come and move the building, that the post office was in over by our house on east side of the road just across the street from where it was built.

My testimony:

I’m thankful for a prophet’s voice in our midst to lead and guide us. I know the Gospel is true. I know the Lord hears and answers prayers, I have had mine answered many times. I’m thankful Heavenly Father lead me to a worthy companion who held the Priesthood and that he brought the true Gospel into my life. I’m thankful for my children. I’m thankful for the privilege we have to work in the church. I’m thankful that we live in the shadows of the Logan Temple where we can go often to do work for our ancestors. I pray that I may always be found worthy of the blessings I receive and that I will always live an exemplary life for my children and grandchildren. I pray the Lord to bless all my children and grandchildren. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A letter written on July 27, 1949 by Myrtle Waddoups to her folks in Illinois:

My life is so changed. It is hard to sit down. I can’t think and I feel numb all over.

It is two weeks ago today on Wednesday, July 13, 1949, 2:00 p.m. that Ivan passed away. He didn’t gasp or make any noise or never moved since 3 a.m. that morning. I slept with him every night, about 9 every night he would wait for me to come to bed then he would go to sleep. On Tuesday, July 12, we went to sleep around 9 and slept until 12:30 a.m. He still knew I was there and held to my hand. At 3 his body kind of twitched and he breathed short but I still didn’t think it was that near. For 3 days now he couldn’t talk. We went to sleep at 3 with his arm in my arm so I could tell if he moved. We slept until 6:30 a.m. I knew when I awoke that morning and he couldn’t move, it wouldn’t be long now. His eyes had been open all the day before, his face was set. His hands lay on his chest. He was just like a breathing dead man. So hard to look at. All these 14 weeks he was in bed, one of us had to be in the room with him. He would roll out of bed. He wanted me for everything every moment. I didn’t go anywhere. He didn’t eat for 7 weeks. He was so thin and weak. He always weighed around 200 lbs. The men that helped me lift him to make the bed said they knew he didn’t weigh 100 lbs. He was just the frame of a men left. He was always so patient and kind. At first when he went to bed he used to beg us to kill him but about the last 6 weeks he was too sick to think. He wasn’t in any great pain, just seemed sick all over. Once he said to me, “Mother this disease I’ve got is always fatal isn’t it.” I said, “It looks like it dad.” He never once said what he had. If he knew what it was he never mentioned it. About 6 weeks ago he said, “Mama my body is yours. You can do what you want with it.” His happiest and greatest thought he always had was with his home and family. He was promised once by his Dad if he would live a good life, he would some day own his own home. I got it all paid for July 1^st. I told him, it made him happy and he understood but he was too sick to talk about it. He just lived 13 days in his own home. Here is another strange thing. It was his mother’s birthday July 13, my mother died July 13 and Ivan died July 13. His mother died July 4, with the same thing Ivan had.

All those 14 weeks he was in bed I had a lot of time to sit and write what I thought would be nice at the funeral. So many have told me since how lovely the services were. The day of the funeral, the undertaker asked me why I didn’t use the church house for the services. I said it wasn’t big enough. It will sit 300 people. We have a nice big hall next to the church house. It has all new drapes at the windows and is all fixed up. We held services in there. The man moved the organ, the pulpit and the benches over in the hall. It was as nice as the church house would have been and all the people got to sit down. There were around 600 people there. It was the biggest funeral ever held in Dayton. The undertaker said to me 2 days ago, “You must have been inspired by the Lord to hold services in that hall.” They have a loud speaker so everyone could hear. It was so nice, 400 people went through our house in one door and out the other. Ivan looked nice laid out. His hair was still black – just a little gray on the sides. He didn’t look natural because he was sick so long and so thin. They didn’t have much to work on but they did a good job. He looked so peaceful and at rest. I thanked them for that. He was all dressed in white. His casket was gray steel. It cost $485.00. All the children and Wilma went with me to pick out everything. Wilma was with me when Ivan passed away and after the funeral she stayed the rest of the evening. It was a real comfort to me to have one of my folks here. I felt so all alone. I was brave and held up fine. I tried not to cry until my body tightened all up and I was in pain. I couldn’t eat or sleep so one morning about 4 I cried until 6 then I felt better. I had to take sleeping pills three nights. Ivan was operated on last year July 6 and the Dr. in Salt Lake Hospital told me on July 7^th that it was only temporary. They took a cancer out of the bowels then but it spread to the liver and they couldn’t cut there. I knew this a whole year. I never told anyone until November. Then the Dr. said I would have to tell the children for my health’s sake. So I told them one at a time. I went through all this sorrow so alone. But I feel I have been blessed with health and strength so I could carry on.

Going back now to the time we left the undertaker when we bought the casket, my girl Elaine and her husband Leon came out with us. Then they went back in and looked at a cement vault. We came home before them. When they got home Leon said, “Is it OK with you if we bought dad one of those vaults?” I said, “Yes.” It cost them $75.00 and it pleased them so much. They came every day Ivan was sick, Leon would look at him then turn his back and say, “Well how are you today?” It was more than he could say while he was looking at him. He knew all the time he was worse but dad would say, “Pretty good.” Elaine would come in the door and say, “Hello pa or dad.” And he looked every day for them and their 2 children. It was such a comfort to him. They sure are good kids. The last 10 days I tended him like a baby. He had no control over anything. Elaine and Leon used to help me lift him and smooth out the sheets, do washing and run errands. They were always wanting to know if I needed money. They live about 1 ½ miles from us. Victor and Alice live next door to us. Alice runs their grocery store and Victor runs my garage and post office since last January. That was a big help. I never could have managed any other way. The kids are all good and they know how to work.

It was a military funeral, the flag draped casket was beautiful. They gave me the flag. They also paid $150.00 of the burial expenses. I didn’t even sign the paper to get it. He had it all made out. He sure was a nice fellow. It is a man and his son helps him. We only live one block from the cemetery. We can see what goes on there from our kitchen window. It is a pretty little place about 1 block square. I just bought my lot last July 15, it was a new one out on the north edge of the cemetery. We do enjoy going there in the evenings. Ivan’s brother Victor’s wife took everything down at the services in shorthand and will make a little book. I am so thankful for that. She made one of Ivan’s dad’s funeral and it was such a comfort to us all to read all the beautiful things years after. One is so upset at such a sad time, he can’t remember all that went on. We had 49 bouquets of flowers. We had little boys and girls under 12 years old carry the flowers.

Ivan did love little children and every child in town knew him from the time they could walk. They’d come in the Post Office and he always talked to them all. Last Christmas when school let out for vacation, he had 2 new boxes of pencils. Joe Hansen our neighbor took him to the school house. He gave every child there a pencil as they came out of the building. He was too sick to stand up – they took a chair for him.

After he got home from the Salt Lake Hospital last July, he got along fine. He picked up weight and strength fast. He helped sort mail at Christmas time sitting down. Then after New Years he started to get hard swellings along his incision. They got bigger and harder. He laid down from January until April. He never went outside after April 4^th. April 15^th the Dr. came. Ivan had a bad rupture. He’d just got it since he was sick. It would come down and Ivan was too weak to get it back. It pained him so much that the Dr. said for him to stay in bed. Most people who have cancer are up and around. It helps to pass the time until close to the last, but poor dad laid there al those weeks. Seven weeks without one bite of food. The last 3 days not a drink and he couldn’t talk. It makes one wonder how much the human body can take before it wears the heart out.

Now maybe a little other news. Ivan has been Post Master for 16 years and I have been assistant Post Master. Now he is out, I automatically go out. I have written 7 letters to different Government addresses applying for Post Master job. It may be 2 years before I get appointed but I am carrying on the work. I have done all the work for Ivan for the past year. June 16, the Post Office Inspector came. He inspected the Office – it took him 3 hours. He gave me a mark of 100%. He couldn’t find anything wrong. He said, “You are to be commended on your good work.” It won’t do any good to worry about the job I have written letters and went to see all the men I need to. It all comes through politics. If I don’t get it I will have to do something else for a living. The Post Office pays $160 a month then I sell candy, soda water, ice cream and other things here so I could make a good living.

I own this building, we built it new 20 x 20. I own our home so I won’t need to pay rent. I just have 3 little girls to keep. Bernie earns his own living. As long as we keep healthy I will manage.

Ivan had 3 insurances –- one with the Woodman of the World, one with Metropolitan and one with the Post Office. I get a pension every month as long as I live from the government.

I know some day Ivan and I will be together again on the other side. One speaker said the darkest day in my life was when he left here and the brightest day will be when we meet again. Some day I hope to come see all you folks. I thank you for the flowers. Wilma bought, she had all your names on it. I sent out 125 acknowledgment cards.

Don’t worry about us. The Lord’s spirit has been in our home all through Ivan’s sickness and ever since, we are blessed so much.

Tribute written for Myrtle Waddoups by her daughter Marie Davis June 1, 1981

The quality that first stands out in my mind about my mother is that she continuously counted her blessing and diminished her hardships and trials. In her life and the lives of her seven children, each one of us have had major tragedies in our lives. Many exceeding the tragedy of my divorce and not once have I ever seen my mother dwell on any wrong or hardship that has come to her.

When my sister, Elaine, was dying of cancer at age 42 and leaving a husband and six beautiful daughters behind, Mom had a thought on her bedroom wall that went something like this. "Do not grieve that the Lord is taking your loved one, but thank God that he has allowed such a choice spirit to dwell with you as long as she has." This was truly indicative of my mother's attitude. Cheerfulness, loving and caring stand out in my mind.

The reason family prayer was so long when it was her turn to pray was because she was expressing thanks to Heavenly Father for each and every blessing she had been given by him. She would name them individually one by one every time she prayed.

My children had more friends come when grandma was there than at any other time because she was always so full of fun. We were always happy and laughing when she was around. She always thought young and stayed young. One day, at age 80, I told her she should buy herself a rocking chair for her living room. She told me rocking chairs were for old people.

Another thing that stands out most in my mind is her self-discipline. Her motto was, without a doubt, "Don't buy if it is not necessary." "Don't do if it is not necessary." And, "don't eat it if it is not necessary." She drove a 1953 Chevrolet and had a small black and white television set, but when it came to sending money to missionaries, or helping someone in need, her heart was so big and no limit was ever set on what she would give.

When my mother would come visit us after I started working, I would walk into our home after work, and the aroma of a wonderful meal permeated the air. The house was always clean with everything in its place. I often marveled how everything was always in order the entire time she was with us. I wondered if men really knew how wonderful they had it to have everything prepared and ready when they returned home from work.

These two poems so exemplify Myrtle Waddoups’ feelings and were in one of her books.

When I Quit

When I quit this mortal shore

And mosey ‘round this earth no more

Don’t sigh, don’t cry, don’t sob

I may have struck a better job

Don’t go and buy a large bouquet

For which you will find hard to pay

Don’t hang around me feeling blue,

I may be better off than you.

Don’t tell folks that I was a saint

Or anything else you know I ain’t

If you have stuff like that to spread,

Please hand it out before I’m dead.

If you have roses bless your soul,

Just pin one in my buttonhole,

But do it while I’m at my best

Instead of when I’m safe at rest.

— Author Unknown

I Would Rather Have

I would rather have one little rose

From the garden of a friend

Than to have the choicest flowers

When my stay on earth must end.

I would rather have one pleasant word

In kindness said to me

Than flattery when my heart is still

And life has ceased to be.

Bring me all the flowers today

Whether pink or white or red

I’d rather have one blossom now

Than a truckload when I’m dead.

— Author Unknown